Stressed

Debating on not allowing Rayne to watch toddlers in tiaras because she is modeling the attitudes and fits she is seeing. I just think she thinks she can get away with it too. Ugh.

I made her happy

Now my kiddie doesn't get to play with my cell but likes to see what I am doing. So, today I downloaded a hello kitty back ground while she napped let me say girl squeals are freaking loud! Just sayin.

Friday 7/1/11

So, Not much to update but felt like writing. Rayne is playing in her room with her blocks. Got an hour until the dreaded nap time. Indy and Biscuit are sleeping off full tummies. I am at the pc waiting for nap time so I can clean the house and get some quiet. My head is still hurting and I still have the tunnel vision in one eye. Damned if I don't have insurance. I would of already been at the doctors office. Monday I need to call my one doctor I see so I can get a refill of medication. Life is quiet today just hope it stays that way.

Why is it...

So hard to get a four year old to clean her room? No matter how many times I ask it comes down to a time out just to get her to clean up the mess she made. Ugh.

I hate being uninsured I can't get any dental work done or anything else for that matter. If I break something we are screwed.

Some days I just want to cry my eyes out and stay in bed. But, I can't a little person depends on me. I hate being depressed and feeling hopelessness. I need a magic cure.

I guess that is it for now. Might try writing daily. Ya never know I just might get back to clogging.

Just enjoying life

Rayne is happy as can be. She is growing so much. I really need to weigh and measure her. She is a big nut and loves to laugh. She loves playing with the dogs. Need to take her back to the pool but first we need to get her some arm floats. Her Lifevest keeps rolling her over on her back.

All in all life is wonderful.